Okay,I'm signed up for my classes!
And I'm still super busy!

But I updated my journal!
Which makes me feel very accomplished *^^*

Masume, your 4komas were so so super cute~

Rest in Peace, Megan.
I still miss you.

I feel like I'll never stay in the same room for more than a few months.

But I got an offer to move to another room. My classmate Alice needs a room mate for the spring semester, and she lives in a really nice dorm. We agree on almost everything and have the same interests, and all the girls on her floor are really nice. Last night we did a "trial run" where I spent the time at her dorm, and it was really really fun!  We went to a drum concert, had supper, I helped her write some music, she practiced her piano, and then Rebecca and I got into a big long Haunting Ground discussion. We were out until 1am and it was never boring.

I hope this works out.

I also have to sign up for new classes soon. I'm so excited~. They look really really fun! I can't wait ~*

I don't like it when my room mate's boyfriend spends the night! He's a nice guy and all, but I haven't slept a wink since he started coming over! She says he comes over here because his room mate doesn't like it when they do their gushy talk in his room, so if I complain they'll have no where to go, and that'll make me bad and selfish.

But they don't whisper! They talk! And it's loud and annoying and scary like in a horror movie!
waaa--h.
I hope they get sick of it soon and stop!

CHERRY -MAMA!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Anneka and Kasey are coming to see me today! Yay!

I had lunch with the former Chancellor of our school today.
It was a complete accident, really. I was sitting by myself and he asked if he could have the seat next to me.  He ended up telling me a whole whole lot about the campus history.  It was amazing, like having a free history class. He's really good at explaining it.  After wards he suggested that we try to meet up for lunch more often. Huwaa. So embarrassed.  I fear that my poor people skills really showed. I didn't recognize him at first. What an idiot, I am!!! B-but I did have fun. I hope we really can meet up for lunch more often. He's really just so so super nice.

I wish I could have been a better conversation in return.

Waah! I wore my new knee skirt today and the wind made it go vertical and all the boys were whistling and asking for my number and I don't think I want ever set foot out of the dorm again that was just way too embarrassing!!! T////T

I suppose I could claim I was just cosplaying Asuna?

uuwaaa... I'm still really embarrassed.
on the plus side I got my test back and I got a 99/100.
But then the zipper on my coat broke.
But that's okay, because I wrapped my coat around my waist to keep my skirt down.
But then I got my coat caught on the staircase railing and I fell over.
But no one was watching.
I hope. I didn't see any security cameras.

... Today's going to be a good day! I won't let the Windy Weather win!
FIGHT ON!
But with jeans on now.

I'm all moved out now! And moved into my new dorm room. It was a pretty quick process. Tomorrow I'll start hanging up posters and stuff.  I'm gonna be A-OKAY because moving isn't too hard! I just need to stay bright and friendly!

I also got the Disgaea DS game! It's fun! I like naming the characters after my friends!
 I was a bit upset today, though. The guy I lent my notes to over the weekend didn't return them!!! He kept them for the open note test. I would have whined and complained but I knew everything on the test anyways, it wasn't that hard... still, I guess I got punished for being so easy going with my notes.

I have another test tomorrow, and I'll definitely study hard! Fight-o Fight-o! This'll be no problem!

Thank you for cheering me up, everyone~ Berri is at 120% again thanks to everyone!

My dad and sister came to visit this weekend, and Dan came out for supper with us. Dan is so funny. I'm really happy he wanted to spend time with me. I hope tomorrow will be just as great! I'm even spending the night at a hotel with my sister instead of my dorm, which is really nice... the air in the dorm was getting a bit awkward, room switching and all...

I hope everyone else had a great day too! Thank you, everyone, for helping to brighten my days so far. ^^

mii... if you had a problem with me then you could have said so...

am I really so intolerable that you have to trick me into going away?

nyao.
I don't even know what I did wrong. I was trying my hardest to be nice to everyone. No one's complained so I haven't been bad, right? If no one yells I'm still okay. I'm quiet and good and I do what I'm asked and I buy what you need and leave when you ask.

I wish I could say "It's not fair", but I worry that this is justified... I must have been really horrible to deserve this, ne?

Bad Berri has to be careful. She's probably stepping on other people's toes too. If I'm bother you then tell me, okay? Everyone on my f-list should just tell me if I'm annoying! Then I can get better. Okay?

I need to get in the habit of updating.

Today was fun! But when I woke up I forgot to switch my shower shoes for my outside shoes and almost went to class in them. >///< It was embarrassing.

But other than that my day was good! There was an audition, but I decided against trying out. I sort of regret it, but it'll be okay.

Tomorrow is Friday! Can't wait yay!  Mom and Dad are bringing me my printer on Saturday. I really need that.

Anyways, I'm happy and well! Fight-o and don't get sad! Tomorrow'll be a great day too!

I'm getting used to my dorm. I figured out how to use the "common bathroom" for showering too. I got compliments on my socks and called "jailbait". I don't know what to think of that.
Mom finally left and called a lot. She was very worried.
I got out of the Teaching program I never signed up for but was in anyways.

My room mate brought me a brownie. Tomorrow I'm going to buy her strawberries or something yummy for the room.
I ate all by myself. The rest of the floor went out to supper together, but I'm not in teaching so I didn't go. I thought I'd be really sad and lonely, but it was actually okay.  Mom bought me lots of soups and stuff, so I just ate those.

I also hung up two Nanoha posters. I hope Fainano doesn't bug my room mate. She'd better deal, because the Shimion and Rika-Satoko posters are worse for shoujo-ai.  I don't want to scare her right away. Not until we sit down and watch Higurashi together, at least.

There's a mailbox outside my dorm!! A real one! I want to send mail. Does anyone want random mail? Just so I can put letters in there? mii. I hope I'm not too strange....

Other than that um... A big thank you to everyone who cheered me up last night! I'm sorry if I came off as upset! But I'm feeling so much better now! Fight~o!

Joly; Have you gotten Rika yet? You haven't said you did, so I was wondering.  I got a THIRD Rika now [long story], so if you didn't get the second then I'll send this other one instead.

Okay! I'm all moved into college ! My dorm is a bit small and my room mate is a bit scary, and everyone on my hall is energetic and friendly, which is scaring me into my shy corner.

But I'm okay! I'll definitely be okay! Tomorrow I go to Orientation and I will be making lots and lots of new nice friends! It'll be okay! Fight~o!!! I can definitely do this!

Hustino-san, thank you~!!!

I'm in a Good Mood again~! Yay! 120%!

Masume, don't let me declare it "No Spelling" day again, okay?  Let's have more fun talks like we did last night, okay okay? I missed talking to you!

I'm too stressed out. I think I need to take a break.
But I'll definitely get it together soon. Fight fight!

What's wrong with me?  Get it together, Berri! Your friends are all really sad and lonely right now and don't have time to read your angsty journal entries about Bleaker and that stalker and everything! So pull yourself together already! You have to be the bright and cheerful one that everyone can count on never being sad! Mm mm! Let's try harder now, okay?

I'm sorry to all of my friends who've been sad lately. I haven't made much effort to cheer you up. I'm a pretty bad friend in that regard...
So if there's any way I can help you at then let me know, okay?! I don't want you all to be sad anymore so I'll give cheering you up my 100% best effort! You can count on me, okay?!

Masume~~!!!! Are you in Japan yet? Reply if you have internet~~~?

Sis went to Brazil today! I hope she'll be okay. 
Bleaker, come home.

HAPPY WATANAGASHI  EVERYONE!

I work today, otherwise I was going to have a Higurashi marathon with Liz. au.

I got my new laptop for school yesterday too ~* It's cute! I named it "Raising Heart Excelion"!

I'm very very lucky. My parents are so so good to me. I love them very very much. This is the first time since Bleaker disappeared that I've been able to honestly say I'm 100% happy so... Yay~! Yeah, it's pathetic but Bleaker being missing has made me so sad, but I guess what they say about things getting bad when you expect them to be bad is true. When I was missing Bleaker I started noticing everything else that was going wrong...

How silly, right? ~* But I'll be okay now!  I'm at 120% for real this time! Fight-o!

PS: Bleaker, you still better come home soon. I'm waiting, you know?

Sorry, Berri, but giving up and sulking isn't an option. Get it together! I won't lose to something like this! Fight on~!

I graduated today. And then I got to have a nice time with my family. I've been very happy but also very busy, both with grad-prep and other stuff for the family's sanity. Being home alone all weekend (Mom got home yesterday) and cleaning up after my siblings was exhausting.

So now I'm exhausted. I hope to rest a bit tomorrow.

On a side note, I got my Umineko game. I've been slowly playing through when I have spare time. I hope to play some more tomorrow. It's fun.